I'm in a weird place right now. Need to get my meds adjusted. I'm literally swinging between feeling absolutely nothing but empty and then feeling this darkness overcoming me.
Neither one is good. When I feel empty, I try to fill the void with SI, food, alcohol, TV, anything.
And when I feel dark, I just want to feel nothing again... to make all these thoughts disappear.
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In any case, I can't shake it, and nothing I say on here is going to be helpful for me or my dear readers. I have an appointment on Tuesday with my shrink. I've just got to hang on until then.
I'll be reading everyone else's blogs and trying to offer something other than pitiful or empty words.
All my love!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
A Bad sort of Empty
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9 comments:
Aw i'm sorry to hear this xxx
BIG HUGS
It will pass.
:/ sorry babe
stay strong and do what you need to do.
I know that feeling all to well. I hope your appointment with the shrink helps.
horrible feeling... I hope you find the light that is missing from you right now, and thankyou for your comment, i really appreciate your constant support.
hang on in there! xx
Stay strong. I just had to get my meds adjusted also. I had to hang in there and so can you!
I hope you feel better.
Hugs.
Sorry to hear you're struggling right now ...feel better :)
Hugs to you Savory
We're all rooting for you!
Hopefully a chat with your therapist will help a bit. Stay safe lovely.. Hope you feel better soon :)
x
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