Friday, May 28, 2010

Sphere? Triangle?

I keep trying to deny it, but I can't avoid the truth any longer.

My body has become... shapes.

That's the only word I can think to describe the unnatural weirdness that is encasing me.

I'm going to water fast for at least 3 days.

I will not break down and eat.

That is all.


Kelly said...

best of luck - I too hate being shapely, it's not cute

Ana's Girl said...

Ah shapes... They're truly awful when they appear on your body. Stay strong and i'm sure you'll be rid of them quickly.

Pasco said...



I hate eternity. Almost as much as I hate nothingness. But there is nothing in between. We have to accept that. One or the other. Eternity or nothingness. That's all there is (or isn't). When I try to accept it I feel so terrified of death that I consider killing myself, because at least then I wouldn't have to be afraid of it anymore. So instead I ignore it completely. Push it out of my head. It is not discussed in my mind.

I did toy with the idea once of mathematical limits. In particular, limits to infinity. If your level of consciousness reduced by half repeatedly over a certain time period, for example. It would never reach nothing but it would infinitely disappear towards nothing. Infinity and nothingness, together, at last. I find it works well if the time period in which your consciousness halves then doubles with each subsequent halving.

Still... it's little solace.

Have I mentioned that I love and miss you?

Well I do.

ghostmango said...

Good luck. <3 And hey, apparently water fasting for short periods of time can be good for you, so it's a good idea!

Cally C. said...

My body shape resembles a barrel lately.
I hate body shapes.

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