Thursday, May 28, 2009

To Do Lists

I'm in a bad mood.

Threw away the granola this morning. Opened the bag and shook it into the trash can. Surely I would never dig loose granola out of the trash. I think that would be me hitting rock bottom.

Also threw away my green olives. Ate too many yesterday, and while they are low cal... they are NOT low in sodium.

So from the granola and olives I'm like uber puffy. It sickens me. I just want to be small again.


Today I am allowed 100 calories but I'm only having 50cals (strawberries that I ate for "lunch"). Need NEED NEED to slim down. I have a huge list of things that need to be done and I can't seem to manage to do anything.

If I can just get my weight down, everything else will fall into place, yes?


Jess said...

You can do it! I believe in you! Way to go w/ the granola I don't know if I could have done that to be honest.

G. Samsa said...

Yes! Well, maybe not, but you'll feel better, and that never hurts.

Stay strong!

Pasco said...

I am so useless. Can never accomplish anything. My to do list is always immense! It overwhelms me and give me the bluuuuues.

Good work binning the granola. I've been whiling away my time looking at granola recipes. I was completely put off making it when all the pages I read said things like "perfect for hiking due to it's high calorie density". I mean, I knew that, but when it's spelled out for me like that... what was I thinking?!?!?

Ophelia said...

Yeahhhh good work throwing out that granola - bad carbs, carbs, carbs! You are so much stronger than me - I feel ashamed at falling apart and binging today. But I've got all the tears out of my system, feeling good and starting over tomorrow :) Keep up the good work, you're a brilliant figure to look up to! love xx

TryingShadow said...

Nice feeling throwing shit in the bin. Good job, lovely.
I don't think full satisfaction can ever be achieved - but slimming down will defs give you enough happiness and joy to reach the next goal - whatever it may be - to make you feel even happier.

Good luck sweets xx

nadja said...

i wish the answer to that last question would be yes, but it isn't. take care, hun.

K said...

I want to eat that little... I just don't know how. First, I don't have the willpower, and second, I don't think that I could get away with it! I am a skinny girl trapped in the body of a fat monster who won't stop eating

Skinny Lady said...

Best first line ever.

Rock bottom isn't so bad, btw. Well, not if you keep a clean trash can it's not.

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