Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Thank You

I don't have much time, but I wanted to say thank you to everyone who left me comments. I'm worried too, but I'm not going to let myself spiral out of control.

Today is the beginning. 500 calories. Water water water. I won't let myself and everyone else down.


To clarify, BF proposed Saturday night (I'll give details later) and my weekend was absolutely magical. I definitely said yes.

Now I just have to physically and mentally get myself to a better place so I feel like I deserve the happiness I've been given.


Tri Thin said...

you'll find a balance that works for you to be happy in your relationship.

This may not make sense, but I'm going to try...It doesn't matter if you think you deserve happiness or not, what matters is that you and BF share love & respect for each other. Every day cannot be perfect and somedays you may wonder how he could love you or why you even love him, but you'll work through those times because they are usually few and far between.

Hope that makes a little sense...& Congratulations on the engagement!!

Pasco said...


happy loved-up-ness!

Jess said...

Congrats on the proposal! Just got back on line and into the new condo so I'll be back blogging again like normal!

candysays said...


ah thats amazingggggg

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Tulip said...

Sorry I haven't been around much, just been catching up, congrats on the proposal. It maybe difficult to find that better place where you can accept you deserve what you've been given or you deserve to be happy, its one of the things I'll struggling with at the moment also but I do hope your at least able to find that 'happy medium'.

Laura said...

Congrats on the proposal!
Man, that's exciting.
I'm so happy that you have your boyfriend to be there for you. I bet that it really helps having someone(aside from us!) to talk to.
<3 Laura

Sarah. said...

Im so sorry i wasnt there for you through yesterday's meltdown, my computer was mucking up and i couldnt load the comment page for some reason.
Please be safe. Im worried about you, you're focused on negatives when one of lifes most beautiful moments has just happened to you..
Which leads me to;
Congratulations on getting engaged!! Thats fantastic news!
You deserve every happiness in the world, embrace all the wonderful things that life holds.
Hoping you're well.

MyNameIsMellon said...

Congratulations. I hope you find your balance and that everything turns out wonderful for you two. =)

SkinnyBitch said...

Congrats on the engagement! That's so exciting!

Everything will come down and work out soon enough. This time of your life should be wonderful and happy. Make it that way =]

Ophelia said...

That's such fantastic news about the proposal, I'm so happy for you. I've been offline for the last few days so I've only just caught up. I hope the wounds are healing up alright now, it's so good you have someone there to look out for you, it makes me feel glad :)
There will definately be a happy ending to your story, you deserve it!
lots of love

Tree said...

congrats on the proposal :)

Jaki said...

congrats!!! ill start abc with you today too... im about to graduate next friday, and ive been eating too much bc of finals. yesterday i was at 125... so ill keep following your blog. good luck hunny

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