Saturday, March 28, 2009

My body, the incenirator

This is my morning ritual. I try and sleep as late as possible. My rationalization for this is that while I sleep, my body is working really hard at eating away all that fat because I'm not awake giving it food to eat. This has been supported by the recent loss of around a pound a day by basically eating mainly vegetables/fruits, supplemented with some protein, and extremely varying my calories (here are my numbers from last Saturday to today's ideal: 350, 870, 156, 900-1200, 64, 720, 158, 235).

When I get up, I try and wait until about noon without weighing myself or eating. Must continue letting my body think it's not getting anything and should start shoving in the fat into the metaphorical furnace. At about 11:00-12:00 I will waddle over to the scale and step on it. If I'm happy with the number (a.k.a. if it's smaller than the day before), I can now make breakfast and start drinking the ridiculous amount of water I want to get through during the day to keep hydrated. If not... then I have to continue abstaining for another hour or so to teach my dumbass body a lesson in doing some damn work while I'm sleeping.

Today, I'm waiting to see the scale budge... It's at 123.0; I won't be satisfied until I see 122.__ lol.


A list of things in my Google search that needs to be periodically cleared out, as some of them alone and many of them combined would raise suspicion and eyebrows (I left out most of the "_____(insert food)_____ calories" because they were boring, except for a few) You won't see too many overt anorexia/bulimia/EDNOS references because I'm pretty good at remembering to clear out my history when I type those in:

Advice Nurse
Amy's lentil soup
Ana's Girls

Baby food nutrition
Body fat percentage
Body shapes and sizes

Calcium chews calories
Calculate body fat

Dill pickle chips calories
Does 2-4-6-8 diet work?


Fat percentage
Flour calories


Hemorrhoid relief
How to give yourself a colonic massage
Hypnotherapy binge eating





Meat substitutes
Mental illness and literature
Most calorie foods



Paresthesia relief
Pro-Ana vs Pro-ED



Shimberg relief from IBS
Stevia pros and cons
Sugar free Easter Peeps calories
Swallowed gum calories

Teaspoon per cup
Topamax tingling
Trader Joe's fiber cakes



When fiber doesn't work



Zero calorie foods


Oh and just a few that are random and I thought were really funny strung together:

1950s anti-communist slogans, asthma disability, birdnapped bird, fallout shelter, famous southern gay men, red hat society, satyr, Tesla, where is the appendix??

Sigh. I sometimes find myself too amusing.


belle svelte said...

HAHAHHAHA omgod my google word history thingamajigger is strikingly similar!!!!

Anonymous said...

I find you amusing too!!

Maggie said...

I do the sleep thing aswell - I work till 5am in the morning BUT I have my dinner at around 9ish and then dont eat anything at work. SO then when i finally go to sleep a) i'm hungry b) I'll only eat my first meal of the day at 3 or 4pm.

My google search history is very similar =) ..thanks for reminding me to clear it - my sister is visiting me in a few days.

Ophelia said...

Your posts are always brilliant, I so enjoy reading your blog, you have such a sharp mind!

Love the google list, just checked out mine and it's similarly hilarious. Im the only person that uses my computer so I never bother to clear it but my god if someone did... searching for 'army thinspo'?

love x x

Reese said...

That was hilarious, thanks for posting :) I'm so jealous of your weight! You are awesome girly.

EvaPuedeVolar said...

Google history can be so dangerous. I clear all of my internet mess every single time, just to be safe.

I've heard a lot of good things about the varied calorie diet, tricking the body. I'm glad it's working so well for you! I may try that after I get off the fast. I sleep a lot too. For me, going to bed early is a great way to avoid a late night binge.

Thanks for all your comments. I love you, and your blog is fantastic!
<3 Eva

Ana said...

:D I love've searched some good ones! I may have to imitate. Personally I spend most of my googling on
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